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Monday, November 2, 2009

Daily Drugs .

Daddy , what have i done wrong ?
Why must we quarrel like today ?
I've already tried t change & i'm tired of it .
Why isit everybody have a happy family & i can't have ?!
I'm really tired of it .
How can i make you happy again ?
Do you want me t jump off th building or go into hostel then you will be happy ?
Sigh , what i type down here you also won't know .
You never knew how much i cried .
Chasing me out of th house you will be happy right ?

What if today i told you , it would be my last day ?
Will be happy forever ?
Hope you will .
Thank's for everyt daddy .
But , still thank's for returning my phone .

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BabyJ ; 02th's Sister ,

02th's , thank's for those telling me what t do .
I just 've t sort things out all over again .
Sigh , maybe things are not as simple as what i think .
One step at a time bah ?
Lastlong uhh 02th's , <3's .

ChenJianXin ; 23th's Kor ,
Korhkorh , sorry on that day i ran home & made you worried .

Even thought you are not my real korh .
Thank's for advicing me not t give up on studies , (: .
I'll try my best t countinue for my studies .
I'll try t find back th intrest for my studies .
Jio her fastfast uhh , <3's .

TheanGuangQing ; 27th's Daddy ,

Baba , thank's for those advice .
Thank's for th money you gave when i ran home .
Thank's for th tissue you gave when i cried , (: .
I know you've expatations for me in studies .
But , i really lost intrest in studies .
Totally losted menzxc , ): . Sorry daddy , ): .
I'm a lousy daughter of your's .
I only know how t play , smoke , pungum & get into police case .
Don't worry about me already daddy .

I know what t do as day pass .
Keep in contact uhh , (: .
Lastlong with samantha , <3's .

Wenwei ; 02th's Baby ,
Geez , no idea why you want choose gan baby instead of guailan buddy .
Hah , don't sad already .
There's so many people out there telling you t be strong .
I miss th way you guailan with me .
Even though in the end i'm angry .
We've been thru each other's guailan & now we're still guailan-ing .

See , without her you also say you can be happy .
Everybody here is willing t lend you thier listening ears .
Next year we're going thru th same class if i'm still studying .
So , i want you t study hard , play hard & guailan hard !
To overcome all obstacles in life , th first thing t do is t smile .
So , i want you t smile like there's no tomorrow .
Cheer up , <3's .

xSKY ,
You this bomber !
Hate you already lah , joke .
Thank's for telling me that i still 've hope .
Thank's for telling me that my daddy still cares .
Yea , i hope he really still cares about me .
Maybe , i should let things go by itself ?
Is that th right choice for me ? Sigh , ): .

Anyway , remember t shoot down money for me ley !
I now need money , ): .
Do text me or give me a call aites ? Meet up soon , <3's .

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