I just need a break ,

As time flies , i really feel that everything is coming to an end .
After what happen yesterday at home , i really cried .
I cried all out from the bottom of my heart .
I never felt this worst before in my entire life .
I've been tolerating this perfect home since 12 .
& yesterday was the day i told myself i really had enough .
Please , i'm just a 13years old kid & why is this home turning to a mess !
Why do i've to tolerate all this at such a young age ?!
I really don't get it , ): .
I wish i could have a pair of listening ears for me .
Sigh , where's everybody when i needed ?
None was there , everybody seems so busy .
I'm just going thru the life which i don't like at all .
I blame nobody but myself for everything .
Maybe , this is not my home at all ?
Maybe , twenty-fours are my home ?
Hah , who knows ?
I'm just so sick & tired of everything at home .
Just wanna have another person who can lend me he's shoulder .
Give me those hugs when i need .
Everything to me now is ..... nothing .
I shall type till here , t'care everybody .
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Please take note that my number had been changed .
If you want my number , tag me & i'll tag at your blog .
Won't be blogging this few days till my mood comes back .
Carry on tagging & i'll see .
Thank's .