People eventually will start to change .
& yes , i'll change too .
But , we don't know what we will changed to .
Maybe bad , worse , good ?
It all depends to god & fate .
But , don't depend on god & fate too far too often .
We live in this world for something called independent .
& , that not to rely on others , gods & fate .
To me , it's a way for making me achieve my goals in my future .
But , what kind of future would i have ?
I don't wish to know right now .
Sometimes knowing the truth is better .
But sometimes it's just the opposite way .
If you asked me i've the power to rewind time , would i ?
I used to say yes , so i could stop bad things happening .
But as day passed , i slowly know that sometimes you just have to accept the facts .
Yes , i finally wake up from my dreams .
& now , all i've to do is to slowly let go of my dreams .
Because there's really no one to trust, to turn to.
Everyone is doubting each other.
And those I once trust, are turning their backs on me.
Wait till I'm free then I shall think if I should really trust you guys.
Or even those who seem trust able that are faking .
Maybe it's time , time to let everything go .
I thought i've gotten over you ?
Sigh , but just now i saw your stead's blog .
& , i send you that message twice .
But , you told me the guy i love wasn't you at all .
Is it a illusion that i've forgotten about you ?
I think yes .
But , don't worry i'll get over you soon .
Seeing you happy makes me happy .
02112009 , Czy ; Memories of you & me .
24 hours . [G]od [L]ove [H]uman .
