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Wednesday, January 6, 2010

Why ...

I always tell other(s) to be strong .
But in the end , I'm the one who is not strong at all .
Seeing others happy after i talk to them makes me happy .
But , it's not the kind of happy i wanted .
Why do i always have to act that I'm happy when I'm not ?
Why can't i be truly happy like others ?
Why must i wear a different mask wherever i go ?
Who can help me tear away these masks of mine that are lingering in my skin?
I just wish that i could tear away those mask i'm wearing .
But if i tear away & be the real me , will others treat me another way ?
Sigh , life is always full of up & down .
I look into the mirror at home & found out that i'm a faceless girl .
Awaiting to put on another new mask to school .
But , why are we always trying our best to pose our very best posture in the picture ,
when we know we can never change the things we can't ?
Hah , it's really being fate to be like this & you can't change it .
So , why don't we change the things we can instead ?
Let's change the things we can while let things go as it is since we can't change it .
Life is like a journey in which time is the distance and emotions are our obstacles .
Finishing the journey, overcoming the bad emotions with good emotions,
is more important than pondering on why we are going to the destination.

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There's a particular guy in my class seems to pissed me off today .
So what if you're my gan ?
It doesn't mean that you're my gan then you can xialan with me .
Do you know alot of people dislike you in class ?
I know those upper secs dislike me alot .
I also can't do anything , they want say then go ahead .
But what you said to my gan daddy ; GuangQing is beyond the limit .
He didn't provoke you at all , not at all .
You started everything , yes you .
You can hate me cause i'm typing about you .
I seriously don't mind at all , (: .
& , don't tell me here is yishun not woodlands .
I know it very well right from the bottom of my heart , :D .
So , just stop provoking anybody in the class .
Not even me , guangqing & others .
Enough is enough .
Thank's for spending your time reading .
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24 Hours , [G]od [L]ove [H]uman .
義龍虎 ²4OngShuXian ' Your LaoMaZi